there is power in being at peace.

you created a fictional world, as we were the only two people in it. It's my fault! THEY told me to let you go and be smart. I struggled with the thought you might have been failing, but i was always there, i felt there was no way, i shut the game down, I WAS WIFEY! HA! Another June and another setback, i thank God for a smile that makes outsiders believe nothing is going on. I will eventually pick up the pieces. I will never be the same, but that will be a good result. I will share my heart and Laughter with the people that want to see me happy. Its been two and a half years of sadness and depression, but i have a whole lifetime to prevail.

{Random Thought}I picked up my eye contacts 2 weeks ago, and i felt that my eyesight was corrected. Judging by the outcome of all this NOW ..i have vision...I CAN SEE!