chubby bunny.

im currently sitting in my moms house.

in my room.

lights off.

Mr.Deeds Dvd Menu music playing.

Fan on magnum speed.

Laptop scorching, causing my thighs to perspire.

red light flashing on my curve.

too lazy to check my texts.

ugh...mybirthday balloon slowly releasing helium....

im stuffing marshmellows in the lower region of my face...as if im in an intense match of CHUBBY BUNNY

im not bored. im just posted. LoL

walk by faith.

i had a weight on my shoulders that i've carried for 2 years. This was causing my relationship with my family to deteriorate and my life to feel like it was at a hault or forever declining. They forced it out of me, But i knew it was time. it felt so good to have my mother hold me and release the hurt that had been effecting my world so negatively. i owe it to myself to never go back. i owe it to myself to feel worthy again. i owe it to myself to look in the mirror and say you deserve the world. Things can only look up from here as long as i Walk By Faith....

rate my success.

Great Night With People I hardly Know.

Martee's cousin.Stevi's. her bestfriend Elysse& kyle.My Fatima&Amira. and someothers. Too Fun!

Santa Monica pier to Hollywood Blvd. MAGNIFICANT!

Alvern Street, Los Angeles to Lincoln St, Pasadena.

Home.

Eliminating 4am to 9am Bliss.

Rate my Success.

Blame it on the Boogie.

Rest in Paradise Michael!

"And my goal in life is to give to the world what I was lucky to receive: the ecstasy of divine union through my music and my dance.”

-Michael Jackson

what a world!!!

THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

• Emancipated from heartache


• Greatest Family Ever


• Overwhelming Birthday Love


• Something to look forward to on Friday
• Life can now begin.

...and it feels so Good!

there is power in being at peace.

you created a fictional world, as we were the only two people in it. It's my fault! THEY told me to let you go and be smart. I struggled with the thought you might have been failing, but i was always there, i felt there was no way, i shut the game down, I WAS WIFEY! HA! Another June and another setback, i thank God for a smile that makes outsiders believe nothing is going on. I will eventually pick up the pieces. I will never be the same, but that will be a good result. I will share my heart and Laughter with the people that want to see me happy. Its been two and a half years of sadness and depression, but i have a whole lifetime to prevail.

{Random Thought}I picked up my eye contacts 2 weeks ago, and i felt that my eyesight was corrected. Judging by the outcome of all this NOW ..i have vision...I CAN SEE!

i lied i do need to Blog.

Little Brother Has Taken My Life and shifted my presupposItions about the NEW, Old and, Underground Rap.

"When you ego trip, you just lose your luggage."

not a revealation.

i dont feel like blogging today.

Sa-Ra Fam.

the business.

"do me gurl"
since summer '08

i miss {yuS}

i miss my sisters.
ugh.
that's why i blog. LMao

color blind.

2nd period BAND! :/

he's white.

she's black.

he has 1 sister (USC)

she has 3 (UCLA)

he aims her, expresses attraction to her.

she smiles, but would have never thought ...HIM???

pure insanity

he has always been cute,

but now, NOW, HE IS FINE!

where does she start, she is used to the usual.

Fitted cap, skinny Jeans, swagger'd out, Gangstuh lean lmao

he's a Jesse Mccartney and Zac Efron

...he's amazing

....why does she see color...why cant she just be color blind?

dance.sex.music. HIP HOP

i have roots.

the Healer.

what a day.

if you want that.

its a wrap.

and i won't look back.